Had some thoughts over certain happenings for the past few weeks. Certain matters had indirectly affected my mind and put everything into real deep thoughts. I dunno why but i have fallen into it. Somehow or rather, I feel i should update myself about myself, my life. Ever since singlehood embarks into my life, I've been much happier, much contented. I would say I had never regretted the made decision to end the previous relationship. Not that I love singlehood very much now ( i still hope to be loved by someone though..haha), but i made myself realise what i want/need in life. i now have a "looking-forward-to-be" feelings. Hehehe.. Sounds chim?! =) I admit I do have phobia trying out certain things. e.g. a new relationship. Call me a coward, call me a stupid. I just simply don't dare to retry again. Maybe i'm so afraid history will repeat. But, friends and even my mum, have been so encouraging. (Thanks so much). They always tell me - "girl, u gotta give it a try, or else you will never know. be it gonna b a fail again, at least u've tried." My dearests, I have to say - this had always be in my mind, and i do question myself abt this too. And only recently i realise i had actually made up my mind - Yes, i will. =p. Well, enough said. Too much of my personal thoughts (running in my mind now) shall not be revealed here. (just in case. Haha). So, any takers? LOL...
Alright, Entertainment time...! some viewings for you all. Lix bought his n80, so we use ourselves as the "guinea pigs" to test out the marvellous 3 mega-pixel camera! hee...
Had some thoughts over certain happenings for the past few weeks. Certain matters had indirectly affected my mind and put everything into real deep thoughts. I dunno why but i have fallen into it. Somehow or rather, I feel i should update myself about myself, my life. Ever since singlehood embarks into my life, I've been much happier, much contented. I would say I had never regretted the made decision to end the previous relationship. Not that I love singlehood very much now ( i still hope to be loved by someone though..haha), but i made myself realise what i want/need in life. i now have a "looking-forward-to-be" feelings. Hehehe.. Sounds chim?! =) I admit I do have phobia trying out certain things. e.g. a new relationship. Call me a coward, call me a stupid. I just simply don't dare to retry again. Maybe i'm so afraid history will repeat. But, friends and even my mum, have been so encouraging. (Thanks so much). They always tell me - "girl, u gotta give it a try, or else you will never know. be it gonna b a fail again, at least u've tried." My dearests, I have to say - this had always be in my mind, and i do question myself abt this too. And only recently i realise i had actually made up my mind - Yes, i will. =p. Well, enough said. Too much of my personal thoughts (running in my mind now) shall not be revealed here. (just in case. Haha). So, any takers? LOL...
Alright, Entertainment time...! some viewings for you all. Lix bought his n80, so we use ourselves as the "guinea pigs" to test out the marvellous 3 mega-pixel camera! hee...
About myself, my life, my thoughts....
